i feel a sudden pang of depression. i dont know why.

yesterday, i had "menstrual cramps" and was unable to d pe. and so i ended up "assisting" people who were trying to do a handstand. there was this china guy teaching the primary kids how to jump and all that gym stuff. and he looked so... paedophile-ish. when the little girl jumps onto the ramp and doesnt make it, the guy will give this look (and yes. i did find that look very pervertic. i mean, i find everything pervertic). and and and HE SITS LIKE A WOMAN!!! he crosses his legs like... well, how we are supposed to. but it just looks so blea!

then i was recess

bong bong

and after that was chinese. and we were given apples! yea. then h lao shi came in. and she got all pissy and made us throw away our half eaten apples. i think h lao shi is just jealous she cant eat :D someone is gonna kill me for saying this but WHATEVER! then i kept laughing during her lesson and jean got miffed.

and prawny wore a blouse and some new shoes. and most surprisingly, she still looked like a moron! and i dont think she washes her hair. it's so disgustingly messy. then she returned us our test paper and, to no surprise, i failed. again. for some reason i cant bring myself to accept the fact that i DESPERATELY NEED TUITION!!! oh and sirin said she'd help me ask her friend if he could tutor my in chem. for free.

and tonight i'm going to a barbecue! yay! looking forward to the marsh mellows!
7:10 PM