right now, i feel like jumping into a pool full of ice water.. well, i could easily pull that off with a bathtub. but sadly, my house isn't installed with one. my mom and dad aren't letting me leave my sanctuary. and now i am fully aware of my capabilities. or what is left of them.

i spent about an hour staring at 5 questions. after that, i kinda switched off.

and suddenly i imagine myself 10 years from now selling chilli crab. or making pancakes. or moving to america to become a lunch lady. oh man. there's school tomorrow and i can't recall what homework there is. again.

sigh. school life sucks. MY life sucks. i want to eat crab.

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"CHILLI CRRRAAAAAAABBBBBBBB! VELY NICE TO EEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTT!"
3:37 AM



testing testing...
9:18 AM



today i woke up and felt fishy. dont ask why. yesterday, molly came in class and used the OHP. then she said she smelt something burning. then she was like " i smell something burning. i think the lightbulb is burning. i think you all better move away. later it'll explode."

then we shifted and we were saying that maybe it's her fart. and her butt is damn fat.

during maths, i shifted my table and sat next to jingyi and jasmine and i was distracting them. and jingyi was singing and then we'd do stupid accents. i was trying to do a scottish accent but haha. i cant make it! then we were making fun of lai py. "Garls, take out your geogophy tes-xt boook."

then jingyi started singing home by Chris Daughtry again. and i went ballistic. and jean and esther were being irritating.

after lots and lots of lessons, it was the much dreaded science test. yes. THE SCIENCE TEST. anyway, to put it simply, OH MY GOD OH MY GOD I AM SO TOTALLY FAILING EVERYTHING EXCEPT BIO WHICH I AM VERY SURE I WILL ONLY JUST PASS AND AND AND AND AND AND MY PHYSICS IS CRAP AND CHEM...... NRAGH!!!!!!!!ya. as simple as that.

i want my cheese prata!
3:12 AM



I LOVE CARL'S JUNIOR!

they've got something apple soda thing and this HUGE burger(my mom made me share it with my sister) and it was so NICE!! YAY!

had art today and my face got distorted by sirin's and jean's photoshop-ing skills. and i got all spoilt brat-ish about it. haha. it was so ugly. they made my hair red, moved my eyes and nose into different positions and they duplicated my lips so i had two mouths. but they did manage to remove my zit! haha. i was such a spoil sport.

anyway, there is this chris daughtry song that i like. it's the only song he's produced that i like. i have nothing else to say.

i should seriously consider going out for an entire day of enjoyment doing nothing but walk around and do some shopping but unfortunately, i dont like shopping. i can walk around for an hour and not find anything. then i'll get all grumpy. i should probably go to those vintage shops and see if they've got any cool shirts. or sneakers. OOH or those really really nice vintage necklaces!

i'll be going to hongkong in december again. hopefully i'll get into the shopping mood then.
7:29 AM



ya know what? i think i'll just post a couple of youtube music vids and call it a day.

Tegan and Sara: where does the good go



this isnt relevent but it's cool



the brunettes: her hairagami set



here we have The Academy Is... with bulls in brooklyn. i couldnt find a video with good sound quality so the visual is very very very plain... unless you're a diehard William Beckett fan and relish the sight of his half-covered face.


6:58 AM



listen to this song people. it's nice! plus i realised that he really sounds like jack johnson. a lot in fact. but he's uglier... not that i've ever found jack johnson appealing. but they can sing so i'll forget about their faces.



the second jack johnson. whoop! but i still love jack johnson.
6:50 AM



yesterday was possibly the worst day of the week. well, at least there was no english lessons. but still, there was english literature. pfft. sirin's got me interested in The Academy Is and Cobra Starship's music. and i got myself hooked onto Ok Go.

ther was this big big big maths practice test yesterday and i didnt do almost half of the questions. and there was this major earthquake going on in my head. plus, James Brown kept playing in my head. play the funky music... yea you get the idea.

AND DID I MENTION THAT JEAN OFFENDED ME BY LAUGHING AT MY HAIR?! she apparently said that she was freaked out and was going to have nightmares about my hair i suppose.

i feel so tired of blogging. i mean there's barely anything i want to blog about.

OH YEA. yesterday, during home econs, we made chicken puffs! and i was eating watermelon. and fiddling with esther's melon baller. then i chopped a small piece of cucumber which was never used and i went around stealing food from people. funny thing was that everypne was SO into eating esther's watermelon. they kept scooping and scooping and in some cases, they drank from the watermelon. so i came back to wash some spoons and forks then i went around eating people's cupcakes, sushi, omelette, and what not. haha i make myself sound like a glutton. well, actually i am. but you didnt have to know that.

and last night i woke up and vomitted and i had a slight fever. might be going to the doc's later.
9:02 PM



list out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:

• $400000
• a hot car
• another bookshelf full of books that i am ACTUALLY INTERESTED IN READING
• an ipod
• a no-limit cash card. not that i'll be speding it on something worthwhile.

1. the person who tag you is? esther
2. your relationship with her/him is? schoolmate
3. your 5 impressions of her/him: let's ask Dr. Phil shall we
4. the most memorable thing she has done for you? she mocked my pronounciation
5. the most memorable words she has said to you? "oh my god rachel. you're so white."
6. if she becomes your lover, you will? eh, who created this quiz?
7. if he/she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be? i'll ask her to go for sex change op then i'll commit suicide.
8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will? make her stuff worms up her nose
9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be? she caused too much trauma for me to handle and i went mental
10. the most desired thing you want to do for her now is? what. the. hell. the person who came up with this quiz is pissing me off.
11. your overall impression of her is? my ears hurt
12. how do you think people around you will feel about you? they'll feel like they've got some colour contrust girl as a friend
13. the character you love of yourself is? my love for myself
14. on the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is? my "anti-socialism"
15. the most ideal person you want to be is? osama bin ladin
16. for people that care and like you, say something to them. so... wanna buy me a drink?

17. pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:

1. jean
2.sirin
3.weichong
4.carol
5.sherlyn
6.xiwen
7.jolene
8.simin
9.huiyi
10.esther

who is no.6 having relationship with? i do believe it's that short guy from NJRC
is no.9 a male or female? weichong's the only guy here. so what do you think?
if no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? now, that's just sick
how about no.8 and 5 even worst
what is no.2 studying about? rockstar 101
when was the last time you had a chat with no.3? i dunnoe. 2 weeks ago?
what kind of music band does no.8 like? i'll ask her later
does no.1 has any siblings ? 2 i think
will you woo no.3? i'm straight. so N.O.
how about no.7? ditto
is no.4 single? yup
what’s the surname of no.5?- tan
what’s the name of no.10?- esther lalabrain sim
what’s the hobby of no.4?- going out with buddies
do no.5 and 9 get along well?-they have yet to meet... maybe in their next lives.
where is no.2 studying at?- a school
talk something casually about no.1?- oh nothing really... just silly stuff. then we'll start bitching
have you tried developing feelings for no.8?- how the hell am i suppossed to answer this?
where does no.9 live at?- near school
are no.5 and 1 best friends?- you say leh?
does no.7 likes no.2?-in my school, everyone likes one another.
how do you get to know no.2?- primary school....
does no.1 have any pets?- um... fish?

should any of you feel offended, please do tell me which part i should change and i'll gladly ignore it.
8:36 AM