hey people! took off the stinky plaster thingy that was on my eye. but my eye still hurts. and jean, i didnt go for lasik. haha.

on that day itself, the hospital people were really nice. or, at least, trying to be. one of the nurses was talking to me while the doctor was poking a needle in me, telling me not to worry about having a clogged nose because they would be putting a tube down my throat. then i think: what the hell do i need to know that for?

and for the first time in forever, i feel like there's nothing to do. so what do i do? i sit back and surround myself with packets of tidbits. i weighed myself and gasp i gained a lot of weight.

looked at my report book today. prawny is so unreasonable. quote:

"Rachel needs to learn to focus during lessons."

pffft. she means i need to learn to focus during HER lessons. seriously, if there was anything worth focusing on, other than focusing on not listening to her whine, obviously i would have focused.... or not.

AND SHE GAVE ME A FAIR FOR NOT (i quote again) "GIVING ALL MY ATTENTION TO HER"!

to her, i say: SEARCH YOUR CONSCIENCE AND YOUR FAT HEART YOU NONSENSICAL WOMAN! HUH! CALL ME PROBLEMATIC BECAUSE I DONT WANNA GET MARRIED AND GIVE BIRTH TO 10 KIDS AND HAVE FLABBY ARMS AND LOTS OF CELLULITE AND SAGGY BOOBS! HUH!

okay i'm going to eat some Popsicles!
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